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Lazy Ghee!

Today is the last day of the month of August! I can't believe how fast time goes.

Tuesday morning. Here I am in the office trying to read to familiarize with the documents that I might be doing soon. I feel lazy. I don't know when did I start to feel lazy going to work and wishing that I can just go home and sleep. What a very lazy girl I am. Ha!

I wish I have a lot of money so I can just stay at home and have my own business rather than working here. What is going on with me? Maybe I'm not just in the mood but I always feel this. I'm so excited and happy when we're about to leave the office and go home. Lazy,lazy, lazy ghee!

I hope time will go faster that how it is now. I wish it is already December, my birth month!

I wonder if its the company or the work that I don't like...or both?

I don't know if I will still be working as an IT professional 5 years from now.

Phew! I'm so confused.

I hope someday God will help me realize why am I feeling this...

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Me Being Single...

August 30, 2010. Today is holiday because we are celebrating National Heroes day in the Philippines. As usual I'm spending my whole day at home. I've been used to being like this. I am really a home buddy type of person. I prefer to stay here rather than going out. Just make sure I have TV, music player, computer, food, bed, then I'll be fine. Some will think that I'm living a boring life...well, maybe I am. It might look boring to other people who loves going out every time they have chance to. I'm different. I like being at home, though sometimes I also spend time with my friends or cousins outside our house.


I just realized that its almost 3 years, 3 years of being Single. I love it. I'm happy with it. I only care for myself, my family, my friends. I don't have extra problems or conflicts to think about. I don't have anyone whom I can call a BF. It's fine. I really love being Single. I don't have suitors. But that doesn't mean no one likes me. I don't want to sound rude or anything, but the truth is I have some admirers and even stalkers. I'm thankful to have people who admire me, but I don't let any one of them to court me. Why? Because I don't want to give false hopes. I'm contented with what I am now. I'm not ready to fall in love again. I don't want them to give a chance because I don't like any one of my admirers. I just want to maintain a good relationship with them as friends. As for my stalkers, I just let them do their thing by ignoring their calls and messages. At the end, I'm happy to know they understand my decision for not letting them court me and my stalkers stopped annoying me. Do I sound rude? I just don't want to hurt anyone so I'd rather clear things up before they start having deeper feelings for me.

In my almost 3 years of life without a BF, without a suitor, without someone to like, I still don't know if I really learned my lessons based from my experiences. There are still doubts. I don't even see myself liking someone else or being in a relationship. I can't imagine it yet. I even asked my cousin to help me with dating. She started telling me about the men she know that I can choose to date. At first I was excited but I end up canceling the dates.

It's weird. People close to me knows that I fall easily for anyone who starts to be so nice to me and to someone who shows affection. Things changed. No matter how nice a guy is to me, no matter how perfect he may be, I can't teach myself to like him nor to love him. I don't know if my heart become so numb because of the past, or maybe because I haven't meet the right person yet.

I'm excited and curious on how will my next love story start and end. I used to have same stories before. A man telling me he likes me, starts courting me, us being couple, and at the end, breaking up. I'm so sick and tired of it. I don't know who to trust anymore. I feel most men are all the same. I hate when someone is so mushy and open on how he feels for me. I don't like it when he texts or calls a lot. Am I crazy? It just irritates me. Or am I feeling it because I don't like the person?

They say I have to wait for it. I've been waiting and looking for it for almost 3 years now. People might think that all I have in mind is about LOVE. Some will probably say that I'm such an emotional person. Maybe I am. Maybe they're right. But the truth is, being Single, it's not always a great situation. Sometimes I feel envy when seeing couples whose been together for a long time, wondering if I can make it too someday. When I attended my cousin's wedding I envy her. I envy her not because she got married, but because she found her match that will be with her forever. I'm so envious of women who found someone who stayed with them for such a long time no matter how tough it might be to stay together. I envy them. As I look at them, I found myself being alone. I usually tell other people that I'm happy being Single! Well, I'm just saying half the truth. I'm not ALWAYS happy being like this. I even cry sometimes without knowing the exact reason why. I feel sad so I cry, that's it. I know there are a lot of things which I can focus rather than my love life. I know that. I just can't help but be sad sometimes. Feel sad. Feel alone. It's normal.

I don't have plan having a BF this year nor next year. I can't imagine it. I don't have any idea about it. I don't know what will happen next. Sometimes I feel tired in getting to know someone and introducing myself, my life, my personality to him. What I will do now is to just let my doors open. If someday I will meet someone whose worth giving a chance to enter my heart, I will let him. I will give him a chance. No one knows what will happen in the future, but I'll make sure when the right time comes and when the right man comes along, I'll be ready to make it last...if possible, I want it to last forever.

So now, yes I'm still enjoying my Single life. It's almost 3 years being like this. I like it though sometimes I feel lonely and sad. Being Single doesn't mean you have to live an unhappy life. Just because I don't have a BF doesn't mean that I have to be sad all the time. There are always pros and cons. I just want to be positive about it. God is still preparing the best love story made for me and for that one man who hasn't found the right way to meet me. ^_^

Quote:
"Don't rush things. Anything worth having is worth waiting for."

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Seeking Mr./Ms. Right

Before You Seek Mr. or Ms. Right
By Paul Mauchline

Are you a single adult seeking a committed relationship? If so, in my opinion, there are some important areas that you need to consciously examine before you search for Mr. or Ms. Right. First, you must carefully consider the question, "Am I ready for a relationship?" Being "ready" involves some very important aspects. First of all, you need to be sure that you truly love yourself. Second, you must have dealt properly with past issues and emotional baggage. Third, you should have a clear sense of why you want to be in a relationship. Fourth, you must ask yourself whether or not you are prepared (both able and willing) to put in the work and effort required for a loving, committed relationship. It is important to be totally honest with yourself. If there is any sign of hesitation or uncertainty in any of these areas, you will need to go back to lay the groundwork before you can build a healthy relationship. Even before seeking a partner, you need to take a good look at yourself. 

First, before even considering a loving relationship with another, you have to love yourself. You have to remember your priorities. It all starts with you. In order to be capable of giving love to another person, you need to give love to yourself, first. In order to be able to recognize when you are receiving genuine love from another person, you first must honor your worthiness to receive love. You have to know who you truly are. You must be aware of your own abilities, gifts, strengths, and weaknesses. You have to like yourself as a person, inside and out. You need to have self-respect and self-confidence. Above all, and most importantly, you have to be honest with yourself. If you are able to do this, you will generally be able to make good choices and decisions in your life. 

The second aspect of preparing yourself for a healthy, committed relationship is dealing with issues from childhood or emotional baggage from past relationships. Often, unresolved issues - whether they are from childhood, past relationships, or some emotional trauma - hold us back in our current life. Perhaps a betrayal in a past relationship makes you feel you cannot trust or commit to a new partner. Perhaps you had a parent who was physically or emotionally abusive, and you somehow manage to find partners who continue this pattern of abuse. Perhaps there is nothing in particular you can point to, except for the fact that you never seem to be able to find a relationship that lasts. Whatever the issue or concern may be, if you have not been able to resolve it on your own, and it is still affecting your view of yourself or your view of relationships, you may wish to seek help from a therapist, counselor, or other qualified professional to help you sort through these issues. 

The third aspect of determining your readiness to find a new partner involves your honest consideration of a very important question: "Why do I want a relationship?" There are good reasons and there are bad reasons to want a relationship. One of the worst reasons for wanting a relationship is to try to complete a part of yourself that you think is missing. How many times have I heard someone say that they will finally be totally happy when they meet their soulmate? One individual will not make you feel whole if you feel incomplete. Should you be in the active pursuit of a relationship, you might be saying to yourself, "I am not happy unless I am in a relationship" or "There is something wrong with me if I am not in a relationship." This is not true. There are a lot of happy single people in the world today. Completion and happiness in our lives cannot come from a loving relationship with another person. Loving relationships succeed only when both partners already are happy and complete within themselves. A partner should complement an already fulfilled life, not complete an unfulfilled one. When two complete individuals unite together in their life's journey, they have the capacity to create the loving, passionate, committed relationship they desire.

Finally, there is one other aspect you should consider: your ability and willingness to put in the effort required for a committed, loving relationship. Relationships take work. The idea promoted in Fairy Tales, that you will meet your Prince (or Princess) Charming and live Happily Ever After - without any moments of stress or discord - simply is false. Even if you find your soulmate, you will be faced with challenges and disagreements at times. So before you commit to a relationship, you need to examine whether or not you are prepared to do the work it takes to make a relationship successful. 

Suppose you meet all four of these criteria: 1. You love yourself. 2. You have dealt with any issues that may impede your ability to bond with another person in a healthy way. 3. You know the reasons why you want a relationship, and these reasons seem to be good ones. 4. You are committed to putting forth the effort it takes to create a solid relationship. What next? Well, it sounds like you are ready to go in search of a new partner. When you meet the right person for a committed, loving relationship, you will know that he or she is, indeed, the one for you.

URL Source: http://www.enotalone.com/article/1038.html

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Catch Me - Smile You MV


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Smile, You MV

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Just FRIENDS...

Here's an update or rather continuation with what I've posted about changes in my life...about a friend of mine that I promised to avoid for 6 months.

Last week, I think it was Wednesday or Thursday, I sent him a message on MSN. I just told him to add my Yahoo Messenger ID so we can still keep in touch though I'm working in a different company now. I also asked for my other friend who happens to be his coworker. He told me my friend is in vacation that's why she's not online. There was a little conversation, asking how's life has been lately for the both of us. We didn't talk a lot since we're both busy at work.

You might wonder why I sent him a message when I had a deal with him that we won't communicate for at least 6 months. Simple. I don't want to loose the closeness and friendship we have. We've been close friends online for a year now. I don't want to ruin that just because of my stupidity.

Many times I've been tempted to send him a message online but I controlled myself. I deleted his account on my MSN account at work but not in my personal ID. I missed him so much.

The reason why I decided to keep in touch with him is because I've been awaken from my dream. I found myself dreaming of someday we will end up marrying each other...but I realized it is impossible, especially if there is another person involved.

I realized that he has a GF who loves him so much.
I realized that his relationship with her is something which can't be thrown away just because of someone like me.
I realized it's difficult to have a long distance relationship if ever we will be couple (but it still depends on the two persons, so I believe that somehow there's a possibility that it will work)
I realized that what we feel for each other is maybe just love for a friend
I realized we have so many things to consider such as our differences
I realized Friendship is better than anything else
I realized that it's better to be just friends...forever
I realized that I should accept and just be thankful that we have a very good friendship though we only communicate online

Realizations that will make me forget that I like him so much without knowing WHY. These will help me maintain our friendship without me liking him. I will only like him as a good friend or a real brother. Period.

That's it. I realized that I can continue having this kind of friendship online without having any special feelings for him.

We are both busy at work so we don't communicate always though we're always online. I think it's better this way.  

I don't want to get used to something that I know won't last forever.

Being able to chat or talk once in awhile is enough. It's better than not having any form of communication at all.  

We are good friends. 
 
That's all we are. 

Just FRIENDS.

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Giving up on me


This is the continuation of my blog entry about Secret Admirers posted last night.

The guy I'm talking about who confessed that he's been loving me for 2 years without me knowing it. He is really smart to notice and realize that I don't have plan about my love life yet. He told me he's giving up on me.. I will just keep some of the details private.

I felt sad and I want to cry when I read his message. I didn't want him to like me nor to love me, but it happened. It happened without me knowing or even noticing about it. I don't want to hurt him but I know somehow I did. I don't want to lie but I don't feel anything special for him. I'm happy and satisfied with our friendship for 2 years. I don't want it to be changed. I know how important I am to him even until now, but I'm hoping someday he can forget about it. I pray that he can meet better than me who can love him.

I'm happy with what we have as of the moment. We've been so close for 2 years and I'm okay with that. I promised that nothing will change and I hope he won't change too.

This is why as early as possible I want to be clear with how I feel towards a guy who likes me. I don't want them to love me especially if I know myself that I can't love them back. I know it's impossible not to hurt their feelings by telling the truth, but I have no other choice. I'm sad because I know I hurt him. I know it's not easy to just forget how he feels for me...but I don't want him to wait for me anymore. I will forever treat him as my friend...best friend...brother...that's all. He's almost perfect and I know he can find his match sooner or later.

Sometimes I wish I can teach my heart who to love, but I just can't. All I have to do is to work on myself and be ready in case someday my Mr. Right and I will meet somewhere...as I always say...in God's time. When that time comes, I will definitely make sure it will be worth the wait.

Quote: 
"Friends are the siblings God forgot to give us."

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Secret Admirer

 
Secret admirers - people who like someone but they keep it to their self. In this blog entry I will write about my experiences about it. I will try to write in a nice way so my readers (if I have readers) won't think that I'm so proud about it.

I think I have secret admirers since I'm an elementary student and until now I didn't realized that I still have some of them.

The scenario is always the same. I'm not a very friendly person but I have a lot of friends. I treat them as my real siblings. Then sometimes some will tell me that they like me and that they've been admiring me for a long time without me knowing about it. At first I'm flattered and thankful that they admire me, but then I will just explain to them that we're better as friends. Some will understand me but some will still continue to like me.

My secret admirers are usually some of my close friends, my friends' friends, strangers, etc. I even had stalkers before which is very annoying! I don't like people texting or calling me when I don't even know them and I'm not interested to have text mates.

Recently someone close to me confessed he likes me for such a long time and he's been my secret admirer for 2 years. The thing is, the admiration was developed into something deep. Yes, he told me he loves me. I was so shocked because I have no idea about it. We've been so close together because we are working under the same team in one company for 2 years. We are always together that's why people will always tell us that we look good together as couple. I just laugh when they say that because I only treat him as my older brother.

When I left my previous company, he confessed what he feels for me. Until now, he is always telling me about his feelings and how difficult it was to keep it from me. He had a GF and they broke up which according to them one of the reasons is me. I just always tell him I never expect that he will love me. I didn't even notice before that he likes me because he is very good in keeping it as his secret.

At first I was shocked, actually until now I can't believe with the surprising revelations. I'm thankful that someone cares for me and loves me but problem is I don't want him to court me. I don't want him to expect that I will also like him because I won't. I only treat him as my brother, no more, no less. I'm so happy with our friendship and I don't want to ruin it. I don't like it when he's talking about what he feels for me, maybe because I'm not used to it and I don't like him. I just like him as a friend. I want him to treat me like how he used to. I think I'm starting to feel annoyed. I feel annoyed when someone starts to ALWAYS talk about how he feels for me
. I don't know what's wrong with me but I don't like it, unless I like the person.

I don't want to hurt people but sometimes I have to. I don't want them to expect anything from me. Friendship is enough. I'm still having fun being Single. I don't want to rush things when it comes to love. I'm taking my time. I'm still young so why rush, right? I just hope when God lets me meet the right one for me, I pray that He give me signs that he is the one.

I'm happy and thankful that some people admire me. They may like me because of my physical appearance or maybe because of my personality, but I hope that they understand me if I decide to remain to be JUST FRIENDS with them.

Having secret admirers can be a flattering experience, but sometimes it's a quite difficult situation to deal with. Difficult because you don't want to hurt other people's feelings but sometimes being honest can do it. You don't intend to hurt them but you have to clear things up. You have to hurt them soon before they have deeper feelings for you. If they will accept it and be just friends with you, it's up to them and you just have to respect that.

I have been a secret admirer of someone, but I told him about it and decided to forget it because that's the right thing to do. I have to accept that maybe we are not really meant for each other so move on! Maybe my Mr. Right is still looking for me. I hope we can meet someday, somewhere. I hope we will meet in God's time. I've been waiting for him for such a long time.

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Cinderella's Sister MV

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Honey's Baby Love

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Maybe This Time

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Maybe I'm Right

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Reply from my Boss

This almost made me cry! A reply from my boss. Short but means a lot to me.

Girlie,

It was wonderful working with you. You made valuable contributions and impact to people around you. I know you will be successful in your career and life’s journey.

Am releasing you now: QA Approved! 100% Guaranteed No Defects.

Regards,

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Message for my Boss

Here's my message for my boss. ^_^

Dear Sir,

Here comes August 20! My last working day in WIS. Since I'm not so busy today I want to take this opportunity to let you know how is it like to be here for 2 years as part of QA team.

At first I thought you were so strict and I'm always scared to approach you or even talk to you. I'm afraid of being scolded if I screw up with my tasks. That was my first impression to you. It changed as day goes by. I realized you're not what I thought you were.

I realized that you are such a great boss. You're so focused and professional when it comes to working on our projects. I also realized that you're a cool boss. ^_^

Thank you for trusting a fresh graduate like me to work on your team.

Thank you for training me to be the best that I can be.

Thank you for your advice about work and my career.

Thank you for the free meals when we rendered OT for CSR.

Thank you for not blaming me because of CSR haha

Thank you for the free ride when we needed it (w/OJTs and w/my sister)

Thank you for the conversations we had about work and even non-work related.

Thank you for the small talks in pantry while having lunch.

Thank you for the effort to convince me to stay in WIS.

Thank you for being a great mentor to me.

Thank you for being a second father to me.

Thank you for spending 2 years of WIS working with me.

I don't know what else to say but "Thank You". Thank you so much.

Working as a Junior Test Engineer for 2 years here in WIS, I learned a lot. I also gained a lot of friends including you. I hope somehow I was able to share to the company's success.

I'm so happy and proud that the first company that I worked for is Wallem Innovative Solutions and that my first team is QA team. I'm so thankful that my first boss is you, Sir.

If it is okay I want to include you to my Character References in my Resume. ^_^

Thank you so much Sir. I will miss you. I will miss the QA interns. I will miss ROMG. I will miss working for our team.

I wish you all the best and success in life. God Bless. Take care of yourself.

Please give my regards to your pretty wife and to your adorable daughter (Jem-Jem) ^_^

Thank you so much for everything. ^_^

GIRV

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Pizza Party for me!

This is an email that I received just now, informing all the employees that I'm having a Pizza Party later this afternoon because I'm a 'Good Leaver'. ^_^

Dear all,

We are throwing a Pizza Party this afternoon for GIRV as she has properly conducted Knowledge Transfer to JEMA. Jeffrey, our new Test Engineer has already been performing software testing and application support tasks this week.

Good luck Girlie and all the best in all your future endeavors in life!

Regards and thanks.
HR

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ROMG's Reply

Here is my partner's reply to my email. ^_^

We’ll I don’t know what to say, I’m surprised.

I’m sad that someone is leaving me again, (3rd Time Actually) and I feel sorry that all of the people dear to me left.

For all of the things I’ve shared, taught you I hope you could use them on your future endeavors and your personal experiences as well.

All of us here come to learn and grow, and I know you’ve already reached that point and I’m very happy for you.

You’ve also taught me a lot of things; you are a lot stronger than me actually, because you have endured a lot of things at work and in your life as well.

I admire you for your patience, focus and enthusiasm in the things that you do, I know you will be successful someday and will grow even stronger and mature eventually.

Just don’t forget to thank Him for all of the blessings and guidance and I know He will be with you wherever you may be.

Yes, I will surely miss the things we do together, we’ve been together for a long time and we had fun and sad memories together. But they were all worth it right?

Sometimes I may be suplado sa MSN, siguro napapansin mo rin hehehe.. Lambing ko lang yun. Ewan ko sau dika napipikon ehehehe.

(Sometimes I may be snobbish in MSN, maybe you also notice that…it’s just my way of showing fondness. I don’t know why aren’t you being mad about it.)

So from Monday onwards uuwi na naman ako magisa hayst :’(
(So from Monday onwards I will go home alone again.)

Mamimiss kita surely. Ingat ka lagi. God Bless. Good Luck. Kaya mo yan AJA!!
(I will surely miss you. Take care always. God Bless. Good Luck. You can do it. AJA!!)

It was a pleasure and an honor to be your partner for the past years. I will treasure every moment we had together. (-_^)V

Till then,

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My Msg for ROMG

This is my personal final message to my QA partner + bestfriend + brother for 2 years in WIS. I will super duper miss him! He's the best Kuya (Older brother) in WIS!

GIRV's Message to ROMG

Pst! This is it! This is my last day here in WIS! ^_^

Remember when I used to call you "Sir ROMG" when I'm still a newbie here? Then I started calling you different nicknames just to tease you, haha!

Ger, this is my last day! I can't believe it haha. Anyway, here's my final message for you while I'm still here as your QA partner.

Thank you for your patience to help me with everything. Be it work or non-work related, you're always there and I thank you for that. You've been like my real brother for 2 years! I will miss you ger.

I will miss being here in QA room early in the morning with you.

I will miss teasing you and vice versa.

I will miss working with you.

I will miss leaving the office with you.

I will miss being in the Clark Main-Gate jeep with you.

I will miss everything that we used to do. ^_^

Thank you for everything.

Sometimes I feel that I'm older than you, but most of the times I treat you as my Kuya! The best Kuya in WIS c'mon! Haha..

I don't know what else to say. You're the best! You're so baet (so nice) and galeng (smart) ! Idol! I wish you the best in your career and personal life.

Thank you for everything. I will super duper miss you! Keep in touch! What's your new CP number? See ya on FB! God bless...

Goodluck! ^_^
GIRV

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My Interns' Replies

Sharing the replies of my Interns from my message I sent to each of one of them. ^_^
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Ma'am Girlie,

Ihh...thanks din po s lahat.
(Eeee.. thanks too for everything)


G - irlish - "dahil fave ata ang color pink", like i...hehe.
(Girlish because I think her fave color is pink like me, hehehe)


I - ntelligent - "obvious nmn eh'
(Intelligent - it's obvious)


R - are - "dhil super humble and bait, ganda pa"(san k p...?ahi)
(Rare because she's super humble, kind, and pretty (what else could you ask for? ahi)


L - late? "wla ata s vocabulary nia yun eh" (sooooooooooper aga kya nia)
(Late? I think this is not in her vocabulary (she's always super early)


I - ndustrious - "yan c ma'am Girlie"
(Industrious - that's ma'am Girlie)


E - nergetic


tc. olweiz.................... luvlotz....


GODSPEED....


Love,
_cham_


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Ayieee...mka cry2ness ya pu ing msg u...ahe..Thanks pung madkal ma'am sana pu ali u kmi akalingwan ikau pa pu ing mu2na ming meging supervisor,friend, "ate", ma'am a maganaka cguru pu ala ng higit pa kekau..U're the Bezt Ma'am GIRV...ingatan u pu lagi ing srili u..basta pu chat2 tanamu pu pag ali kau pu bz keng work u...yngats po...thanks thanks thanks thanks thanks thanks thanks....:-)


(Ayieeee.. Your message makes me cry. ahe. Thanks so much ma'am. I hope you won't forget us. You are our very first supervisor + friend + sister + ma'am who is kind. I think no one can replace you. You're the best ma'am GIRV. Please take care of yourself. If you are not busy in your work, I hope we can still chat to communicate. Take care. Thanks thanks thanks thanks thanks thanks thanks.)


GRAZIE XEÑORITA GIRLIE...
ciao...(BYE)....


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Thank you Ate/Maam..kahit bago2 pa lng me dito nakasundo kita agad hehe...Mamiss ka namen sa pgrit nmen sa morning, sa pagyaya2 pag lunch,sa pagsign m sa logbook namen,sa pangaasar kay sir romg(Gers) at lalo na po 2wng mgtext ako na malate at d mk2pasok(hehe) at sa mga usapan nten sa perm (ahahaha)..Thanks for being my ate and a mentor also, I learned a lot from u...I hope u'll find ur happiness in ur chosen career in ur life,and u may also find happiness in ur lovelife and thats what u deserve...a simple quote that i can give " Keep ur fork the best is yet to come" (ahah) patiently wait and pray and d best w/c u desrve will come...I'll miss you maam...This is not yet the end of our friendship but i know its just the start(naks english) ahaha...Take a lot of care...Godbless...Text2,cha2t at kitakits sa FB T_T kaiyak ahaha


(Thank you sister/Ma'am. Even if I'm just new here I already had a great bonding with you. I will miss you greeting us every morning, I will miss you inviting us every lunch to eat, I will miss you signing our logbooks, I will miss you teasing Sir ROMG, I will miss you everytime I will inform you that I will be late or if I can't go to office, and I will miss our conversations about perm (ahahaha) Thanks for being my sister and a mentor also, I learned a lot from you. I hope you'll find your happiness in your chosen career in your life, and may you also find happiness in your lovelife and that's what you deserve. A simple quote that I can give "Keep your fork, the best is yet to come" (ahaha) Patiently wait and pray and the best which you deserve will come. I'll miss you ma'am. This is not yet the end of our friendship but I know it's just the start. Take care a lot. God bless. Please keep in touch in text, chat, see you on FB. I want to cry ahaha)


If angels mo kami kaw ang fairy godmother(batang version) namen ahaha..


(If we are your angels, you are our fairy godmother (young version) hahaha


Lovelots,


Potchie Girl & MS. Storyboard(MONL)
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After sending their replies to me, they went to the C.R. because they cried. OMG! I made them cry?! I will miss them. They're like my real younger sisters. I love them. I will super miss them. >_<

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My Final Msg to Interns

August 20 is my last working day in my current employer. Since I don't want to do anything today but to enjoy it with my friends, I decided to create messages for my friends. Here is the first one I wrote for my 3 QA interns. ^_^

GIRV's message for QA interns:

Geeeers! How are you?! Haha.. This is my message for the three of you, so read carefully okay? ^_^

I don't remember how long did we spend time together here in QA room, but I'm so thankful and happy that I was able to work with you.

What I would like to say is nothing but "Thank You".

Thank you so much for being my interns.

Thank you for helping me tests the projects assigned to me.

Thank you for your patience at work.

Thank you for the friendship.

Thank you because you're always with me when teasing ROMG.

Thank you for your respect.

Thank you for the very cute Bear Cuddler stuffed toy!

Thank you for giving me wonderful memories that I will forever treasure.

I will miss your greetings to me every morning.

I will miss you asking my permission when you're going to have your break.

I will miss working with you, testing QA projects.

I will miss laughing with you because of my simple and corny jokes, or because of ROMG-ger!

I will miss our group conversation on MSN when we have nothing to do.

I will miss chatting with each one of you talking about anything which is non-work related.

I will miss signing your logbooks.

I wish you the best in everything you do. Just always believe in yourself. Have faith in God. Respect your supervisors.

Enjoy your Internship here in Wallem. Make the most out of it. Being an intern here, I've learned a lot and I was able to gain a lot of friends. I know you can do it too.

I may not be here anymore starting on Monday, but I will forever remember you and the memories we've shared. Please keep in touch.

Thank you so much Gers.

You're my 3 angels. I will miss you.

Good Luck. Enjoy Life. May God bless you always ^_^

Your ate,
GIRV

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The Long Goodbye

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Will You Marry Me MV

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Fushigi Yugi AMV

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Because I'm a Girl MV

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A Girl Meets Love

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Give Me A Little Try

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Friend - Wonder Girls

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Where are You?

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This is the Person MV

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Poem: "DON'T"

DON’T

Don’t care so much for me,
I may get used to it.

Don’t come so near to me,
I may not be able to detach from it.

Don’t put so much faith in me,
I may not be able to handle it.

Don’t touch me the way you do,
I may not be able to get over it.

Don’t become a part of my life,
Coz without you, I won’t be able to live it.

Don’t make me fall for you,
I may not be able to fall out of it.

Don’t come into my life,
If you have to leave one day,

Don’t give me the hope,
That it’s forever you’re gonna stay.

Coz love is an emotion
I won’t be able to hide,

When love isn’t reciprocated with love,
It hurts deep down inside.

Don’t start something
That I won’t be able to end

Don’t make me believe
That you can be more than a friend.

Coz at the end of it all,
I don’t wanna hear you say,

“I’m sorry, but I never felt the same way!”

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A day before my last day

My day before August 20

I've decided to write for today because I'm literally doing nothing while I'm in the office. I'm just monitoring how's the new QA staff is doing while taking over my tasks. That's it.

Tomorrow is my final day in my current company. According to my boss there will be a Pizza Party for me in the afternoon since I'm a good leaver and I'm going to have a despedida party at night with my close friends in a Coffee Restobar.

I don't know what will I feel tomorrow, but I'm sure that I will be sad and might even cry (I'm such a crybaby!) In my previous blog entry, I've mentioned things, people, that I will miss when I leave. Now, what else can I say about me leaving soon (Soon is tomorrow!)

I need to accomplish the forms (Exit Interview form and the Clearance form) tomorrow morning. In the afternoon, I might have some picture taking moments with my friends in the office and we'll proceed to pantry to have pizza party, at night coffee time while bonding with my friends. What else? At the end of the day, I might cry haha..

I never felt so sad since I sent my resignation letter...maybe because I didn't want to think much about it. I just want to enjoy and treat as if I'm still staying. But then, here comes today...a day before my final day, when all I can do is to sigh.

I can't believe how time goes so fast. I used to be just an intern in this company. My internship for 3 months is one of the factors why I had a dream of working here someday. God is really great when he granted me that prayer. Months after our graduation I applied and got interviewed, the next thing I know is I'm signing a contract while hugging my 5 uniforms.

I was so happy when I was hired! My first few months of experience here is very challenging. I was even put in a situation where I wanted to defend myself because of wrong accusation but I couldn't because it will look like I'm guilty and defensive. I also had a quite hard time dealing with my supervisor that time because I felt the lack of trust and doubts in my performance.

But things changed as I stayed longer. My supervisor, my partner, and I became so close. Our relationship with each other is very good. We treat him as our second father as well. I began enjoying my stay as I got to know different people while working in different projects.


Programmers - I was able to have great friends who are like my older brothers because of the projects I've had. Though there are times when problems or conflicts arises between our team, we make sure that we don't let our friendship be affected by it. They always tease me and I also do that to them sometimes haha..

RA - I was an intern in Requirements/Documentation team under my friend's supervision. We're so close in a way that she's like my real older sister. She used to be my supervisor but she became my sister when I started working. She left the company months before I decide to resign as well. I also met a new older brother who became her partner in their team. Though we're not so close, he's been so nice to me.

Other Teams - I also have friends I gained though I was not able to work with them.

I admit that I'm not a very friendly person, but I'm so thankful that I was able to have a lot of friends that I can trust in my 2 years of stay in WIS.

Everyone has been so good to me. I never had any conflicts with any one of the employees here.

It's such a wonderful experience. Now that my 2 years of journey is about to end, I will be forever grateful that God listened and gave me what I prayed for. I don't have any regrets with everything that happened.

As I mentioned in my previous post, I've learned a lot. I've gained a lot. With these, I will try to share what I had with the new company.

I'm so proud and happy that I was once a part of the WIS family.

I will just upload the pictures of my last day in my Facebook account! Watch out! Ha!

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From Friendster to Blogger

I decided to compile some of the testimonials from my Friendster account to this blog. I miss those times when my friends will create a very great comments about me. Here are some of them.
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Testimonial created by Louie

umm.. girlie.. gheghe!!! miss u!! hehe.. girlie, my closest friend na girl noong nag aaral pa ako ng I.T sa auf.. she's so sweet, kind and lovable! hehe.. un nga lang d lng me tinablan sakanya! we're friends =)
at first, when you see her, you would probably say that she's too quiet and innocent(daw),, but the truth, she's so kulet! and she's too takaw!! walang kabusugan ang babaeng ito!! wahahha... you can always see her with me at the canteen or at the sidegate of A.U (eating) hehe... if girlie dont have anything to say.. there's only 1 thing that you need to do.. give her lot of FOODS or else... ^_^


to all guys who want to court her:
1. dont let her cry.. isa ako sa mga makakalaban nyo(dami kme lagot ka!)
2. love her as much as you can...
3. take care of her.. I think she's my girl bestfriend in our class..
4. dont let her eat too much.. she easily gain fats! wahahah..
5. dont let her get starve.. baka ikaw kainin nyan.. hehe..
take care girlie - girl!! mwah miss u so much!
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Testimonial created by Ces

wat can I say bout dis cutiegurl? c ghe sizkoh yan.. a down to earth person, beautiful inside and out, sweet, understanding, a true friend that u can always count on.. mcpag poh mag-aral tong gurl na toh.. olwz present sa clas, studious, member nga xa sa honor society sa college nmin.. wow.. dba?..superlove nia family nia.. pag-dating sa luvlyf? solid mag mahal tong gurl n to.. pero o0hoh.. d pa nia naki2ta c mr.ryt.. matakaw yan, pag gutom so0olid para ka na nia gus2 kainin..love nia color pink, kikay, lip gloss&powder d nawa2La,olwz present .. hay..bsta mrami pang kikay chuva yan.. toh lng masa2bi koh sau.. "GHE, Ur Simply Amazing.. oh, xa chighe na poh.. ingat olwz.. luvyah gurL.. -cesang..
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Testimonial created by Ate Zhay

aham!.. today is monday august 7, 2006 and dah day is quite fine, it rained at 1pm a wyl ago.. and that wud be all.. thank u!!.. heherrr!!! ahihi! cge na nga kung d lng me pnilit i wont make dis testi 4 gerlie V., Aham! u read it ryt... Girlie V. awooopz! cno ba i2? aham! sbi nya kc sa kin gwan q dw cya ng beautiful awesome testi, dhl kung hindi dw e isasalvage nya coh.. awuhuhuhu!! ayoko nman mah damn to death, kya ok magsasabi nlang acoh ng kasinungalingan... Wahahaha!!! Ajijii, ok ok.. cge na nga let me start na, opow totoo na i2 as in serious na, well well well, girlie is one of mah pritiest cazin.. awoopz! o ayan ha bawi ka ha gawa mo din me testi.. beauty and brainz wud also define her daw??? ehem!!! yah yah datz true, she'z a certified beautycool ever!!! of cors dhil 1 lahi lng kmi...
Bastah gerl, u know, i know and we both know dat life is too short... Thank u!!! ehehehe!!! Lavyah cazin!!! miss'U.. Mwahz!!! always stay hapi! Ayt?
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Testimonial created by Inrick

What can i say about this girl??? Well, she is a VERY SPECIAL FRIEND of mine. She's cool, pretty, bright, very sociable, and especially makulet( hehe! Joke)... Although we're apart from each other we created an extraordinary bond, a bond that will last to eternity. I hope we could someday meet if God permits... The anticipation is growing stronger utill that time will come... Well, remember pinagusapan natin...hehe... Remember i am always at your side not literally speaking hehe... Remember to enjoy life and make your every living hour special... I Love You Ghay!!! hehe...
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Testimonial created by Sam

hi ate ghee, or mare qe,
h0w r u nAh?,
u kn0w bAh nAh super xAh bAit 2ng ate at mAre q0e nAt0h?,
dAmi secret admirers...
uhu...
mAbait xAh super cl0se kAmeh...
bAit kAxe xAh...
s0 d0n't hesitate to be her friend...
add her n0w...
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Testimonial created by Stipen

Si ate Girlie...


Nakilala ko sya last 2nd sem dahil irreg ako nun... Isa syang simple na tao...mabait, masipag, at masaya kasama... Kaya makipag kaibigan na kayo sa kanya
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Testimonial created by Jentot

kmusta na ang crush ng bayan?? hehe marami naaaksidente naun.,xe napa2lingon sau.. hehe eh jolo kaya? naks! lalabs kita kahit cry baby ka! ^_^

sleep talker! sleep talker! sleep talker! sleep talker! sleep talker! sleep talker! sleep talker! sleep talker! sleep talker! sleep talker! sleep talker! sleep talker! sleep talker! sleep talker! ^_^ heheh..
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Testimonial created by Elion

Ghee--tawag sa kanya ng mga kaibigan nya..
un din tawag ko sa kanya nun eh..ehehe


I can still remember back then when i first met her,(JS Prom),nauna kong napansin c Sang then Ghee,,she is actually the quiet type of girl who sits with beauty without any effort at all.. Sinayaw ko xa,,nakatxt and to make it short, naging kami..


Siguro masa2bi ko na i know her better that time,,lage kc ako sa knila..(Hi po Tita),, and i'm happy warm ang welcome nila sakin..(happy..kahit nung una nka2nervous breakdown)ehe,, pag may time, sabay na kaming uuwi..hai,, ung su2nduin ko pa xa sa shop just to be with her on the way home.. Lagi pa akong nagaalala sa kanya nun kc xempre noh?ehehe.. I think we are on the same batch,,graduating right?


Naku,date sabi pa nya di daw nya mka2ya course nya,,see now you're on your 4th year Ghee.. I'm proud of you,, Kilala mo pa nyan ako?ehehe.. x mo..ehehe,,


godbless,,ingat,, let's just leave the rest as memories.. Ayt!!
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Testimonial created by Joy

ghe...beauty nd brains...bait pa..tnx ghe kareng egana2..candy supplier ng klase..ehe..wel ghe gudlak kka..nd gudlak kkau frankenstein.hehe..stay pretty nd kind..mwahx!
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Testimonial created by Terencio

si ate ghe! Hay! One of the prettiest dn sa section nmen! Haha.. beauty with brains dn! =) ang bait skin nito lagi akong binibigyan ng candy.. ehehe.. never kong makakalimutan.. true friend! CONGRATZ MGA TOL!! =)
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Testimonial created by Lau

i ghay2? ing asabi ku mu sobra ya hinhin.ehehe.. mabait? pwede na.. malagu? ok yamu.. haha.. mangulit ya keng txt, dyan ke kanu comment, ;p oh sya, dyan mu ku din ulit comment ah.. mimingat pane..
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These are just some of the testimonials that I love reading over and over again. Thank you to all who created testimonials for me. Thank you for being my friends. Thank you kahit napilitan lang pala yung iba =))

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Taking the next step


This is the second part of my blog entry about "Changes in my Life". This time, I will share the major change in my career life. ^_^

When I was hired in my current employer, I've set a goal that I must stay here for 2 years. After that, I must leave and explore in different companies. Actually my target is to work abroad after meeting that goal.

Last July 19, I sent my resignation email to my boss. He was shocked and talked with me after reading the email. He tried to convince me to stay but he didn't make it. July 20 I sent him again my resignation email explaining that it is an irrevocable resignation.

It was not an easy decision. It took me 1 year to finally come up with my final choice, which is to resign. I explained everything to him.

The night after the discussion with him trying to convince me to stay, I cried a lot. I got confused if I will still continue or if I will just stay. He is right that the current company can offer me a lot for my professional growth. He has so many plans for me. He is so proud of me. He wants to take care of me so I can grow professionally. I do appreciate everything that my boss have shared with me. He's like my second father. He always defend me when he notice that some are trying to put me down. He's the best boss I ever had so far. I will definitely miss him.

No matter how hard I try to convince myself to stay, I just can't. Maybe it's because I've been thinking about it and I'm really sure that I really want to go this time.

Reasons? There are so many reasons that may even sound excuses. There are so many factors that lead me to this decision. But in general, I'm resigning because I accomplished my goal to stay for 2 years.

When I told my friends here (colleagues) that I'm leaving soon, they were shocked. They asked a lot of questions. Some even envy me because according to them I'm free. Some will even give me a warm hug every morning. Some will chat and talk to me during break time. Some will tease me a lot. Some will tell that they will miss me. I do appreciate everything that they do to make me feel that I'm gonna be missed.

I'm not really a very talkative and friendly person. But despite that, I was able to have a lot of friends by just working here. I gained a lot. Knowledge, skills, friends, experiences, (weight? haha) etc.

Now, that I only have 4 days to stay here, I'm starting to feel sad and realize that i'm really leaving this time. Sad, but true.

Here are some of the things I will miss in my current company.

1. I will miss waking up early in the morning (5:20AM), arriving 7am and leaving the office by 5pm.

2. I will miss our QA room! (including the ghost that according to some is a girl)

3. I will miss having lunch alone or with my friends every 1:30PM-2:30PM while watching Wowowee, Win na Win, Eat Bulaga.

4. I will miss my cubicle! My table, my PC, etc

5. I will miss my friends. My partner who's been like my KUYA for 2 years. (ROMG) and my boss who's been like my 2nd dad.

6. I will miss my KUYAs (brothers) in Dev Team (Programmers) who always tease me and treats me like their little sister.

7. I will miss my interns! The 3 current QA interns that are like my younger sisters. I will miss playing tricks with them against my partner haha..

8. I will miss my close friends from different teams. Though I don't work with them with the projects assigned to me, we were able to build a very good friendship.

9. I will miss chatting with my colleagues and friends using MSN when I have no work to do.

10. I will miss ate Rose and kuya Noe whose been like my mom and dad as well.

11. I will miss the free medical checkups for me and my parents, free dental benefits, freebies every Christmas party, free biscuits, etc

12. I will miss waiting at the lobby when I was the first one to arrive at the office. Waiting for my colleague who has the keys to open the door of the office. Ha!

13. I will miss leaving the office with my partner.

14. I will miss being called using my initials "GIRV"

15. I will miss my clients around the world.

16. I will miss attending the company's events and spending it with my colleagues/friends.

17. I will miss going to bank with Kuya Doc (Company's driver who is a very good friend of mine)

18. I will miss birthday greetings from my colleagues in Hong Kong and even from our Director & CIO (one person).

19. I will miss laughing because of the pictures of the birthday celebrants monthly! Creative Media Team make fun of them (including me every December since it is my birth month! haha.. cute and funny though)

20. I will miss being part of WIS.

These are just some of the things I will miss. I'm very lucky to have so many things that will make it hard for me to leave...to say goodbye.

I will miss everything. I've been used to having these in my life for 2 years. After leaving this company which has been like my second home, there will be changes. Changes that are part of growing up.

I've been so happy and proud to be a part of such a great company like WIS. I gained a lot. I've also shared a lot. I will be forever grateful that I was able to work for 2 years in this company. I feel so blessed that after few months of being an intern here, I was hired to be a Junior Test Engineer. It's been a great experience! A blessing that I will forever remember having.

Now I'm ready to take that next step! I'm ready for the next challenge in my career life! Changes are always great no matter how difficult they may be at the beginning. All you have to do is to believe in yourself and have faith in God. No matter how cliche it may sound, but with this one, I believe it's true: "Everything happens for a reason."

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