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An online diary of someone who tends to forget easily.

Waiting for my lifetime partner

Last Saturday I suddenly started thinking about Love. Since I was a kid I've known to be someone who easily fall in love. I easily admire someone and I feel that once I like him it will be easy for me to fall in love too. For some people, they wonder why until now I'm Single. I don't date a lot, I don't have anyone to call my love, I don't have suitors, but I do have admirers. Well, let's say that my experiences in life taught me how to be smart enough to think about long term consequences of my actions. 




Yes, I do admit that I'm jealous with those people who are married, getting married, and to those whose been in a 'Boyfriend and Girlfriend', or 'Husband and Wife' relationship. I envy them because they found their lifetime partner. I envy them because no matter how tough things can be, they still manage to be together.


Women tend to do some things that might irritate their partner. These things can also be reasons of a break up. I think it's the same with men. I admire men who does not give up easily. Being in a relationship it's normal to have misunderstandings, it doesn't matter how simple or big the problem is..what matter is one of you is willing to solve it no matter how difficult it might be. In short, I'm jealous because one or both of them does not want to ruin the relationship just because of the problems that they encounter. Problems that are challenges to test how well can they hold each other when the best way to solve it is to let go. I hope I was able to express my thoughts clearly, haha..


But, I don't envy all of those who are married especially those who did it because of unexpected pregnancy. I remember other people telling that once a woman has a boyfriend, there's a big possibility that she will get pregnant. Mom is a bit strict about it since I started going out and had a BF. She always remind me not to do things that should not be done at my age. I understood everything. I know myself and I'm not someone who will do such thing. I'm not jealous with married couple who got together because of a baby. I don't understand why they did it without thinking the sacrifices of their parents. Sacrifices just so they can have a great future by graduating until College and having a stable job. Some might say that they love each other or it was an accident. I think it's because of their irresponsibility. They did it because they want it, without thinking much about the consequences after. But who am I to judge them, right? They have their own reasons. But in my case, I'm happy to see how proud my parents to have us as their daughters (My sister and I are both Single. We both want to get married after achieving our goals for our family. We both managed to keep something precious to us as a woman.) They don't need to tell us they're proud of us, I know it, I feel that they do. ^^


Sometimes I wonder when will I meet him and get married. I don't know until when will I be jealous to those lovely couples married or not. But I know that when the time comes that it's my turn to walk the aisle, I'll make sure that I was able to accomplish my goals for my family and for myself. I'll make sure that my partner and I are both ready to make our own family. I'll make sure that I will get married at the right time, with the right person, and because of the right reason. It may sound cliche, but I'll make sure that's how it's gonna be. By that time, I know I won't be jealous anymore, perhaps some girls might feel what I feel right now...jealous. ^.~


Jealous not in a way that I'm insecure whatsoever. Jealous because they already found their lifetime partner. Someone whose willing to spend the rest of his life with his wife. Someone who will never give up with problems. So now, I don't want to fall in love just for the sake that I will have a boyfriend. I want to fall in love with the right one destined to be with me forever...someone who wants to spend the rest of his life with me. I'm not just looking for a boyfriend...I'm looking and waiting for my lifetime partner.


I know sooner or later I'll meet you, my lifetime partner. When that time comes, I know you're worth the long wait. So I'll keep on waiting for you...

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Many the Miles

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Between the Lines

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I will miss you Ate!

Someone so dear to me is about to get married. When I think about it, I feel happiness and sadness at the same time. I'm happy that finally she found the man that will really love and take good care of her for the rest of their life. I'm sad because they will live in South Korea. I don't know how to properly write this entry about her so I'll just randomly write anything that I have in mind. She is a cousin, a sister, a mother, and a BFF to me. I will share the memories since childhood and the things that we usually do now that we're adults which I'm sure I will really miss doing with her.
me, my fave cousin, my sister



MY FREQUENT HOUSE VISITOR
When we were kids and even now that we're adults, we usually visit each other's house to talk, eat, sleep, and play together.


MY PEN PAL
When my family moved to different place to live, we can't always visit each other and that's the time when Internet is something that we don't know yet so we write letters.


MY SECOND MOM
She's like our Mom sometimes. When Mom can't attend a certain event at school or at work, I usually ask her to be with me. 


MY ADVISER
She's a great adviser when it comes to my problems.


MY FAN
She always compliment me. Sometimes I know that she's just so nice but I like her that way. ^^


MY CHAT, FOOD, MALLING BUDDY
When we're both online on Skype once we have something to talk about we end up chatting a lot! She also likes going to shopping mall even if most of the times she don't buy anything. I will miss our bonding at the mall once she's not living here anymore.


MY COUSIN
She's my favorite cousin. Period.


MY SISTER
Aside from my sister, she's really is like a real sister to me..to my sister. She's so friendly and nice that's why we ALL like her.


MY BFF
To sum it all, she's one of my BFFs that I really love.


Since I was a kid she's been my bestfriend and my favorite cousin. She knows almost everything about me.  I will really miss her. I know that I can still talk to her via Skype or sometimes she might go here to visit, but it's just that, I will miss being with her whenever we want to be together. I will really miss her!!!


I'm so happy that she's getting married. I wish her nothing but the best in her married life. She deserves the best. I love her so much. If someday she will read my blog, I want to tell her how thankful and happy I am to have her as my cousin whom I treat as my sister, mother, fan, BFF...


Ate, I will miss you but I'm happy for you now that you're about to begin a new chapter in your life. I will really miss you. I love you so much. Keep in touch. See you on your wedding next month. I love you so much! ^^

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a surprise after blogging

After blogging about my dilemma in my career and love life I got a great news which made me really happy! It's about my career life. It was my 6th month last Wednesday and I was offered a promotion and a higher salary! I think our boss realized they really need to do something to satisfy their employees. If I remember it right there were 8 people that sent Resignation Letter because they were offered a great job in other companies. Some did not push through leaving this company because they were offered a great increase in salary. Some are really determined to leave so our boss wasn't able to stop them.


There a lot that needs to be improved with how it is now here. I'm planning to propose an organize process but I'm still thinking on how can I discuss it with them. I hope it will be approved so there will be improvements with the current situation now. 


As what Spiderman says 'With great power comes great responsibilites.' I agree with this statement. I was offered a Team lead position so I really need to be more responsible this time. I'm used to being a leader before when I'm still a student but being one in this real world is different. So, wish me luck! ^^


I wanted to try something new but I found myself doing the same and improving a lot on it. I think this is a sign that I should continue and do well whatever it is that I have right now. I'm so thankful and excited with this new opportunity. I'll promise to do well. ^^

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My Love Month


February is about to end again. It feels like yesterday when people especially lovers are so excited to celebrate the Valentine's day while for Singles like me we are busy tweeting about how V-day became a Single Awareness day for us. Anyway, I had a nice Love month. I celebrated the Hearts day with my family. We stayed at home, Dad bought Pizza and Ice Cream so we're so full. Full of food and a house full of LOVE.


Everyday I notice that I always think about what next thing do I have to do. I'm not happy with what I'm doing now. The salary is not enough. Things that I do does not interest me anymore. I want to do something else somewhere out of this country, so I can earn more for my family and for myself. I've been working for almost 3 years and yet I don't have enough money saved in my bank account. I find it hard to really save because I can't just own all of my salary. I want to share it too to my family. I'm not complaining about it but I just want to have a new job with a great compensation that will satisfy my family's needs and so are mine. It's difficult...so difficult. I don't even know why the hell am I sharing these thoughts on my blog. I don't know how others might say after reading this. You might say I'm not thankful with what I have, which I disagree. I appreciate it. I'm thankful I have this. It's just that it doesn't satisfy me...us.


So that's my dilemma with my career life. Another thing is about my Love life. One of my coousins will get married soon and after that I'm next on the list. Oh yes! Last Sunday they visited us with his Korean fiancee and some of my relatives are like 'Ghee, how about you?', 'Oh I hope when it's your turn you'll choose someone who will really love you.', 'Ghee, you're next.'. After hearing these, I was like 'Oh I think it will take long before I marry someone. I don't even have a boyfriend.' Phew! Well, in summary, my thoughts about this is that, yes I'm so jealous that my 2 cousins who were about my age already found their lifetime partner who are both have great personalities, and I found myself being lost at it. Being lost meaning I don't know how can I find the one for me. I don't know how, when, where. I never worried about it ever since I've been Single...until now. It's not that I'm rushing it, I'm just worried because I'm not getting any younger. Sometimes I just want to pretend I already have someone that I love, but who am I fooling then? I think I'm just gonna fool and hurt myself.


That's it. If you are a reader of this blog, you might notice that I always blog about my problems in my career and love life. Oh well, I can't share it with anyone even with my friends. Why? Because if I do, I might just feel more stressed and confused. Besides, I don't want them to worry about me.


There are a lot of questions in my mind that until now are still here....unanswered.

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Mood Ring

While browsing the net I suddenly remember my sister telling me she wants to buy a Mood Ring so I search it and ask Google about it. I found it as a cute ring to have and I remember the Manga that I read entitled 'Zettai Kareshi' where the lead male character also have that kind of thing but his is a bracelet instead of a ring. Now I want to go to the mall to check and buy one for me! I will ask my sister to go out and buy mood ring! For more information, read below.



WHAT IS A MOOD RING?
The vintage 70s Mood Ring is a kind of thermometer that is made from a special liquid crystal. When you wear it on your finger, changes in your body temperature cause the crystal to display different colors.


It is said that your body heat varies in harmony with your emotional state of mind. So, wearing a lucky Mood Ring is a fun way to see how you are feeling at any given time.


Read on to learn more about what the colors mean by viewing our Mood Ring chart. You can also see what the colors look like with our Mood Ring pictures.


MOOD RING COLORS
If you are ready to buy a real Mood Ring, it is best that you take a moment to learn about the colors on a original Mood Ring first.


The basic colors that appear are Black, Grey, Amber, Green, Blue Green, Blue, Dark Blue, White, Bronze, Pink, Yellow, Orange, Red and Purple. The color that appears will vary, depending upon changes in your body temperature.


These Mood Ring colours are used to determine your feelings at the moment. If you want detailed instructions about what Mood Ring colors mean, than have a look at the Mood Ring color key code below.


MOOD RING COLOR MEANINGS
Many people are curious about the meaning of Mood Ring colors. So, we have put together several Mood Ring color chart meanings that will help you to understand.


Black Color Mood Ring Meaning
The black mood ring color means that you are tense or nervous. Black color on a mood ring can also mean that you are tired, overworked or feeling bothered or irritated.


Grey Color Mood Ring Meaning
A grey mood ring color means that you are suffering from anxiety, nervousness. Grey color on a mood ring could also mean that you are feeling stress or are under pressue.


Amber Color Mood Ring Meaning
An amber mood ring color means that you are unsure of yourself at the moment and feel unsettled. Amber color on a mood ring could also mean that you are feeling nervous or have mixed emotions.


Green Color Mood Ring Meaning
A green mood ring color means that you are feeling normal and are alert. Green color on a mood ring could also mean that you body is not under any stress and your mind is active.


Blue Green Color Mood Ring Meaning
A blue green mood ring color means that your body and mind are somewhat relaxed. Blue green color on a mood ring could also mean that you are slightly emotional about something or someone.


Blue Color Mood Ring Meaning
A blue mood ring color means that you are feeling calm, relaxed and at ease. Blue color on a mood ring could also mean that you feel comfortable with your situation or with those around you.


Dark Blue Color Mood Ring Meaning
A dark blue mood ring color means that you are very happy and passionate. Dark blue color on a mood ring could also mean that you are feeling romantic and are in the mood for love.


White Color Mood Ring Meaning
A white mood ring color means that you are feeling lazy and bored. White color on a mood ring could also mean that you are feeling confused or frustrated with someone or something.


Bronze Color Mood Ring Meaning
A bronze mood ring color means that your thinking has become restless. Bronze color on a mood ring could also mean that you are feeling jitters or anticipation from a situation your are in at the moment or that will happen soon.


Pink Color Mood Ring Meaning
A pink mood ring color means that you are unsure or uncertain about something or someone. Pink color on a mood ring could also mean that you experiencing fear or have unanswered questions about something or someone that is worrying you.


Yellow Color Mood Ring Meaning
A yellow mood ring color means that your mind is in the creative mode. Yellow color on a mood ring could also mean that you are in an imaginative mode of thinking as your mind is wanders about many topics without any particular focus.


Orange Color Mood Ring Meaning
An orange mood ring color means that your mind is active and stimulated by something or someone. Orange color on a mood ring could also mean that you are full of ideas or feel outgoing and daring.


Red Color Mood Ring Meaning
A red mood ring color means that your body feels excited and full of energy. Red color on a mood ring could also mean that you are feeling adventurous and ready to try anything.


Purple Color Mood Ring Meaning
A purple mood ring color means that you are feeling very sensual and aware of your situation and surroundings. Purple color on a mood ring could also mean that your mind is experiencing a sense of clarity and purpose.


Source: http://mood-rings.org/

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You and I


YOU AND I
by Kenny Rogers

All the man I am
You are the reason for me, you help me understand
I’ll be your shelter from the rain that never ends
Girl, you’ve always got a friend in me.

All the love we had
I should’ve known our love was older than the past
Throwing my life away on songs I never heard
Just the speaking of a special word
I made you die inside but you loved me.

And don’t believe the world
No, the world can’t give us paradise
When you make your love to me
Til I just could not see the light.

As long as I got you
As long as I got me
As long as we got
You and I.

I won’t let you down
No better love will be there when you turn around
I’ll be living for you till the ocean turns to sand
There will never be any man
Could love you just the way that I love you.

So don’t believe the world
No the world can’t give us paradise
In the eye within the storm
When I just could not make it through the night.

As long as I got you
As long as I got me
As long as we got
You and I.

So don’t believe the world
No the world can’t give us paradise
In the eye within the storm
When I just could not make it through the night.

As long as I got you
As long as I got me
As long as we got
You and I...

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Flaws and All


FLAWS AND ALL
by Beyonce
Watch in YOUTUBE

I'm a train wreck in the morning
I'm a bitch in the afternoon
Every now and then without warning
I can be really mean towards you

I'm a puzzle yes indeed
Ever complex in every way
And all the pieces aren't even in the box
And yet, you see the picture clear as day

I don't know why you love me
And that's why I love you
You catch me when I fall
Accept me, flaws and all
And that's why I love you
And that's why I love you
And that's why I love. . . mmmm

I neglect you when I'm working
When I need attention I tend to nag
I'm a host of imperfection
And you see past all that

I'm a peasant by some standards
But in your eyes I'm a queen
You see potential in all my flaws
And that's exactly what I mean

I don't know why you love me
And that's why I love you
You catch me when I fall
Accept me, flaws and all
And that's why I love you
And that's why I love you
And that's why I love. . .you

I don't know why you love me
And that's why I love you
You catch me when I fall
Accept me flaws and all
And that's why I love you
And that's why I love you
And that's why I love you
You, you, you

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Never Let Her Go


NEVER LET HER GO
by BREAD

Everybody needs a someone
Waitin' to be there when things are a-lookin' down
So if you feel a little lonely
Go out, find your one and only
Somewhere out there
Someone will care for you and then...
Never let her go
Never let her go

You may wonder how you know love
When the moment comes that you've been a-dreamin' of
Well true love takes a little longer
Your heart beats a little stronger
You'll know it's real
Inside you'll feel you're home at last... then
Never let her go
Never let her go

So if you feel a little lonely
Go out, find your one and only
Open your heart
Give love a start and watch it grow... and
Never let her go
Never let her go

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I Believe


I BELIEVE
by Carol Banawa

I see from the look in your eyes, there's
Something I could never deny
For the first time
After all this time
I found true love

I had never been so happy in my life
Till you finally showed me for the first time
I know this time I found true love

CHORUS
And I believe from the moment we met
Your love is truly as good as it is
That, if I let go once I let you go
I'll never be happy again

And I believe for the very first time
Your love is truly
Meant to be mine
And my heart knows if I let you go
I'll never be happy again

You gave me the reason to live, now
All I ever want is to give you all of me
Cause I believe you gave me true love

REPEAT CHORUS

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Can Never Be Me


CAN NEVER BE ME
by Carol Banawa


You're always there for me
You pick me up when I'm down
Ever so willing to guide me
Giving me unconditional love
Sometimes I refuse to listed
But I know you're so right
You only want good things in my life
I may not say that much
But how I love you
And I can only thank God
For giving me to you
I can't imagine my world
Without you, without you

Chorus:
You've given me life love
And my heart and my soul
You taught me kindness
And compassion
You let my goodness flow
You're the constant guiding light
That shines one me
And without you
I can never be me

Ever since I was a child
I see you so strong
You're the one that I run to
When things go wrong
You're never tires of loving me
You're always there to take good care of me

Everything good about me
Is all because of you...
( Repeat Chorus)

Note: I dedicate this song for my Mama! - Ghee

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Take Me Now by BREAD

TAKE ME NOW
by BREAD


I need, baby I need your love right now
And I want, baby I wanna show you how
C'mon, you know that we've waited long enough
And now it's time
Time to be lovers.


I tried, tried to be only one with you
And it's hard but baby it's worth it all for you
And it hurts, makin' me wait for you this way,
I can't go on.
So c'mon and...



Chorus:
Take me now, take my love
Make come true the feelings I've been dreamin' of
Take me now, take me fast
You can trust in me,
Our love will ever last.



I know we haven't known each other long
But still something so right just can't be wrong
Besides, it ought to be up to
Me and you.



When it's time, time for each other.
I live, live for the day we're made as one
Look back, back over all the things we've done
But now, baby I need your love right now,
I can't go on.
So c'mon and...



Chorus:
Take me now, take my love
Make come true the feelings I've been dreamin' of
Take me now, take me fast
You can trust in me,
Our love will ever last.



Take me now, take my love
Make come true the feelings I've been dreamin' of
Take me now, take me fast
You can trust in me,
Our love will ever last.

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Find Me by David Gates


FIND ME
by David Gates


The skies are not as blue, when you're not with me
The stars, they never seem to shine as bright
And the hours crack like days across the ages
And a year or two pass by with every night.
It makes me know if i should ever leave this world before you do
When you follow you must promise, cross your heart and promise to

(Chorus)
Find me...look hard, and dont stop, I'll be waiting 'till then
Dont sleep, and dont eat 'till I'm back, back in your arms again
I dont wanna have to spend all my forever without you.
Just knowing that your out there somewhere too.
So darlin...please I'm begging you on bended knee...
Find me...

I've tried to tell this world how much i love you.
But they dont understand how deep it goes.
And i can't even find the words to tell you
So I'm the only one who really knows.
And though we have our times together, I am always wanting more
So if we get separated wont you do just like before and

(Chorus 2)
Find me...look hard and dont stop, I'll be waiting 'till then
Dont sleep, and dont eat 'till I'm back, back in your arms again
Through a hundred million faces you will see me shinning through.
'Cause I'll glow when you come close , I always do.
So darlin' please im begging you on bended knee..
We can share our love through all eternity
'Cause with you is all i ever wanna be......
Find me

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It's Wrong For Me To Love You


IT'S WRONG FOR ME TO LOVE YOU
by Pia Zadora


Fate led you straight to me
You came and suddenly
I was weak beyond control
I had given you my soul
My life was no longer mine.

Chorus:

I love you more than life itself
I never loved anyone else
I've tried to stop myself so many times
It hurts me
A love like ours
Where can it go?
I must be strong
'Cause now i know
It's wrong for me to stay and love you.

One life won't let let love grow
It has no place to go
So you tell yourself be strong
But the world tells you you're wrong
'Cause life has the final say.
(Repeat Chorus)
(Instrumental)


A love like ours
Where can it go?
I must be strong
'Cause now I know
It's wrong for me to say
Wrong for me to stay
And love you
And love you.

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Friend of Mine by MYMP


FRIEND OF MINE
by MYMP


I've known you for so long
You are a friend of mine
But is this all we'd ever be?
I've loved you ever since
You are a friend of mine
But babe, is this all we ever could be?

You tell me things I've never known
I've shown you love you've never shown
But then again, when you cry
I'm always at your side
You tell me 'bout the love you've had
I listen very eagerly
But deep inside you'll never see
This feeling of emptiness
It makes me feel sad
But then again I'm glad

I've known you all my life
You are a friend of mine
I know this is how it's gonna be
I've loved you then and I love you still
You're a friend of mine
Now, I know friends are all we ever could be

You tell me things I've never known
I've shown you love you've never shown
But then again, when you cry
I'm always at your side
You tell me 'bout the love you've had
And I listen very eagerly
But deep inside you'll never see
This feeling of emptiness
It makes me feel sad

But then again
Then again
Then again I'm glad

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Whenever I Call You Friend


Whenever I Call You Friend
Michael Johnson and Alison Krauss

(M)
Whenever I call you friend
I begin to think I understand
Anything we are
You and I have always been ever and ever

(F)
I see myself within your eyes
And that's all I need to show me why
Everything I do, always takes me home to you
Ever and ever

(M)
Now I know my life has given me more
Than memories
(M&F)
Day by day... we can see
In every moment there's a reason to carry on

Chorus: (M&F)
Sweet love showin' us a heavenly light
I've never seen such a beautiful sight
Sweet love flowin' almost every night
I know forever we'll be doin' it right

(F)
Whenever I call you friend
I believe I've come to understand
Everywhere we are you and I were meant to be
Forever and ever

(M)
I think about the times to come
Knowin' I will be the lucky one
Ever our love will last
I always want to call you friend

(M&F)
Sweet love showin' us a heavenly light
I've never seen such a beautiful sight
Sweet love flowin' almost every night
I know forever we'll be doin' it right

(M&F)
Sweet love showin' us a heavenly light
I've never seen such a beautiful sight
Sweet love flowin' almost every night
I know forever we'll be doin' it, doin' it

(M&F)
Sweet love showin' us a heavenly light
I've never seen such a beautiful sight
Sweet love flowin' almost every night
I know forever we'll be doin' it right

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