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An online diary of someone who tends to forget easily.

I want a Chihuahua puppy!

I've never had a pet dog in my 24 years of existence here on Earth! Haha! Why? Hmm, I'm scared of dogs! I don't know but since I've watched a documentary video way back in High School about the people who got bitten and how rabies affected them, I got paranoid when I see dogs or whenever they're near me. It's like they will bite me anytime. I'm just so scared. Haha!


I remember blogging about how I wanted to have a Maltese puppy. But I want to have another breed of dog now. I don't like Maltese anymore. Haha! I want to have a Chihuahua puppy! I used to laugh at their appearance..their big eyes, big ears, 'malnourished' body, etc. But lately I find myself searching images of Chihuahua dogs and I want to have one someday! 


I want to have a Chihuahua puppy. I prefer white colored puppy, but as long as its not black or dark brown, it's okay. Which is better? To have a male Chihuahua dog or a female? I also want to dress her and take pictures with her! Hahaha! I wonder what it's like to have one. Anyway, here are the photos I saw while searching on Google:










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Perfect Lover?

Is there someone that you can really describe as 'Perfect Lover'? I, myself admit that I have flaws that sometimes can be so irritable. Being in 3 failed relationships, I've been very careful in choosing someone that I'll love again. Then last year unexpectedly (unexpected because I didn't really planned for it) I fell in love with someone. We are together now for almost 6 months. I love him so much. I want to be a better lover for him. I'm trying not to repeat the mistakes that I did from the past. I'm trying not to make a big deal out of simple things that comes in our relationship. We promise not to let anything or anyone to ruin what we have right now. I want to live for the rest of my life with him. I can clearly see our future together. We have plans and I know sooner or later we will be able to achieve them.


But there are times when I can't control my emotions. As I've already mentioned on my previous posts I can be so MOODY sometimes. I easily get mad though maybe for some my reasons are so simple and I should not make a big deal out of it. And when I'm mad I can be so SENSITIVE as well. So if you're gonna say things to me, you better think about them first. I don't like the feeling when I'm mad at him. I usually ask him to give me some time. I don't communicate with him for awhile not because of my pride...I just need time to think why did I get mad? whose fault is it? If I tell him that everything's okay I wonder if it's really okay, or I'm just saying it so he won't feel bad anymore?


I'm proud to say that most of the times I can shift my bad mood in a good one by talking to some topics that are not related to what made me mad, then when I feel better, we will start talking about what happened.


I'm trying so hard to be a better me...not only for myself but most especially for him. I often cry when I'm mad at him. It feels like I haven't changed a bit if you'll compare the Ghee who had her heart broken for so many times partly because of her immaturity, lack of patience, lack of understanding, etc. I'm afraid that I'm still the same stupid me. I don't know if he knows but I'm trying to be understand, patient, mature, open-minded, etc. But I can't always be like that. I can be so crazy sometimes, moody, immature, selfish, etc. I can never be the 'perfect lover'. I just hope that he won't give up no matter how hard it is to be with me. 


There's a lot about me that I don't like, that's why I'm trying to get rid off them...but I can't. All I can do is to properly deal with them as they come. As I posted before, I want to let him know that just because I'm mad or I fight with him doesn't mean I love him any less. I might not be able to say it a lot when I'm in a bad mood, but deep in my heart I know and I feel that I love him so much. I love him so much and I'm so afraid to lose someone like him. I apologize that I can never be a 'Perfect Lover', but I'm trying to be a 'Good' one, though we both know that I'm his 'Sassy, Moody, and Witch Girl Friend' and I love it like that. Haha! :)

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IMY Mckenzie!!!

Mckenzie is gone...gone too soon. I tried to ignore it. I tried not to think so much about him. I tried to convince myself that it's okay, I'm used to it, he's gone..but I can't pretend to be Okay with that. Last night I reminisce the moments we had together, the way he plays, the way he make us happy, the way he make me laugh because of his funny and cute sleeping positions and facial expressions, the way he make me run after him when he's going outside our house to play with other cats, the way he sleeps on top of our clothes, etc. OMG, while I'm writing about him I want to cry. I miss him so much. I'm such a crybaby! Huhu T.T If you will see how I look right now, you might be wondering why I have teary eyes. I really want to cry every time I remember our memories with him. I miss him so much... sooo much!


We had 3 cats that were gone because we believe that the cat-meat-eaters killed, cooked, and ate them! I think they always check on our pets and when the cat is big enough, they will get it while our innocent cat is playing somewhere outside our house. I hate those kind of people! I hope they can get a disease from eating cat meat! I really don't understand why they steal, kill, and eat cats! Are they that poor that they don't have anything to eat?! I mean c'mon people, cats are living things! They have feelings! They get hurt! They love us (their owners)! They make us happy! And just because of your selfishness you're going to eat them?! 


Imagine yourself being so attached to your pets. You've been with them since they were born. You're always happy because of them. You're with them everyday. You don't want anyone or anything to hurt them. When they're sick you do your best to make them feel better. You take care of them as if they are part of the family. You see how happy your family members are because of your pets. Then suddenly they were gone. They didn't came back for days. What would you think? They can't be lost if they know how to go back to your house. What would you feel if they never came back? :c


I don't want to write anymore because I'm really about to cry again haha! I love him like a brother. I miss him so much! Do you know that he's a very nice cat next to our baby Kacey? Mcky doesn't meow a lot. He's so quiet. He's malikot. He's choosy when it comes to his food. He's malambing. He's mabait. He's batugan. He's funny. He's matakaw. He meow a lot only when he wants to go out of our house and we don't want to let him go. He's the first one we want to see as we arrive home from work. He's our baby. But now....he's gone..gone too soon. We miss him so much! I need to do something so I won't remember him that much. Remembering him makes me sad and it makes me want to cry. :c Here are some of his photos:











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Funny but True - reblogged

Too Many Instructions..!! but true??
Posted By KiranKumar Roy


A wife was making a breakfast of fried eggs for her husband. Suddenly, her husband came into the kitchen.


"Careful," he said, "Careful! Put in some more oil! Oh my GOD! You're cooking too many at once. Too many! Turn them! Turn them now! You need more oil. Oh my God! Where are we going to get more oil? The eggs are going to stick! Careful, careful! I said be CAREFUL!
You NEVER listen to me when you're cooking! Never! Turn them! Hurry up! Are you crazy? Have you lost your mind? Don't forget to salt them. You know you always forget that. Use the salt. Use the Salt! The Salt!"


The wife stared at him angrily, "What is wrong with you? You think I don't know how to fry a couple of eggs?"


The husband calmly replied, "I just wanted to show you how it feels like when I'm DRIVING and you do the same!"


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Inspiring Article - reblogged

Be Deaf to Negativity
Posted By KiranKumar Roy

Once upon a time there was a bunch of tiny frogs…. who arranged a running competition.   The goal was to reach the top of a very high tower.  A big crowd had gathered around the tower to see the race and cheer on the contestants….   The race began….  


Honestly: No one in crowd really believed that the tiny frogs would reach the top of the tower.   You heard statements such as:  


“Oh, WAY too difficult!!”  
“They will NEVER make it to the top.”  
“Not a chance that they will succeed. The tower is too high!”  


The tiny frogs began collapsing. One by one….  Except for those, who in a fresh tempo, were climbing higher and higher…. The crowd continued to yell,”It is too difficult!!! No one will make it!”     More tiny frogs got tired and gave up….   But ONE continued higher and higher and higher….  This one wouldn’t give up!     At the end everyone else had given up climbing the tower. Except for the one tiny frog who, after a big effort, was the only one who reached the top! THEN all of the other tiny frogs naturally wanted to know how this one frog managed to do it?   


A contestant asked the tiny frog how he had found the strength to succeed and reach the goal? It turned out…. That the winner was DEAF!!!!     


The wisdom of this story is: Never listen to other people’s tendencies to be negative or pessimistic..because they take your most wonderful dreams and wishes away from you — the ones you have in your heart!   Always think of the power words have. Because everything you hear and read will affect your actions! Therefore: ALWAYS be….POSITIVE!   


And above all: Be DEAF when people tell YOU that you cannot fulfill your dreams!  Always think: God and I can do this!  Pass this message on to 5 “tiny frogs” you care about.  Give them some motivation!!!   Most people walk in and out of your life……but FRIENDS leave footprints in your heart.. and I would like to share these thoughts with you….  MANY SMILES BEGIN BECAUSE OF ANOTHER SMILE. To The World You Might Be One Person; But To One Person You Might Be the World. You have been Tagged by the Froggy, which means you are a great friend!!


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Just Because...

"Just because I'm mad or I sometimes fight with you doesn't mean I love you any less."
A quote by Ghee for Gyun Wo ❤ ❤ ❤ 

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Blog posts for March

OMG! It's already March 14 and I only have 5 posts for this month?! Hahaha! Well it's because I'm lazy to write when I have time, and I'm so busy at work when I want to share something! Oh well, that's life. Let's see how many posts can I share for the whole month of March. Hehe! 

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Bad Day

Yeah, the title of this post says it all. I'm having a bad day right now. Somewhere in my left 'talampakan' hurts everytime I walk, I don't know why, I just woke up and I felt the hurt when I started walking on my way to the Clark jeep terminal this morning. Aside from that I'm not in a good mood today. Being a moody person I'm really like this, plus the fact that I'm so busy with the tasks that I need to accomplished if possible this week. 


I've been so 'masungit' since I was born. I'm like this for almost 25 years. I wonder how my parents and siblings deal with my 'topak', especially when they become the target of my 'kasungitan'. I just remember them being mad, scolding me, fighting with me, and they sometimes won't talk to me because I'm not talking haha! Yes, I have this bad habit until now. I can't tell right away the reason because I myself is even confused why my mood can change in few seconds. Haha! I sometimes cry when I don't want to tell anyone what's the problem. I'm 'masungit' since Monday. :)


When I'm not in a good mood, I can be so sensitive. Simple things can make me mad. Maybe one of the reasons is because there's a lot of things on my mind right now. Worries, plans, etc. I need a break!!! Hahaha! As for Gyun-Wo I've been also masungit to him since Monday. I apologized about it but I'm still not in a good mood. If you'll read my letter for you, you'll remember that you've been warned Gyun-Wo. There are times when its so difficult to be with me. I'm trying to shift my mood in a good/normal one, but for now, I just can't. 


Bad Day. Bad Mood. Bad Ghee. Haha! :p

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KONY2012


KONY 2012 from INVISIBLE CHILDREN on Vimeo.
KONY 2012 is a film and campaign by Invisible Children that aims to make Joseph Kony famous, not to celebrate him, but to raise support for his arrest and set a precedent for international justice.

HOW TO HELP:
Visit: http://kony2012.com
Donate to Invisible Children: https://www.stayclassy.org/checkout/set-donation?eid=14711
For info on Invisible Children: http://invisiblechildren.com

DIRECTOR: Jason Russell LEAD EDITOR: Kathryn Lang EDITORS: Kevin Trout, Jay Salbert, Jesse Eslinger LEAD ANIMATOR: Chad Clendinen ANIMATOR: Jesse Eslinger 3-D MODELING: Victor Soto VISUAL EFFECTS: Chris Hop WRITERS: Jason Russell, Jedidiah Jenkins, Kathryn Lang, Danica Russell, Ben Keesey, Azy Groth PRODUCERS: Kimmy Vandivort, Heather Longerbeam, Chad Clendinen, Noelle Jouglet ORIGINAL SCORES: Joel P. West SOUND MIX: Stephen Grubbs, Mark Friedgen, Smart Post Sound COLOR: Damian Pelphrey, Company 3 CINEMATOGRAPHY: Jason Russell, Bobby Bailey, Laren Poole, Gavin Kelly, Chad Clendinen, Kevin Trout, Jay Salbert, Shannon Lynch PRODUCTION ASSISTANT: Jaime Landsverk LEAD DESIGNER: Tyler Fordham DESIGNERS: Chadwick Gantes, Stephen Witmer

MUSIC CREDIT:

Original Instrumental Scores by Joel P. West http://www.joelpwest.com/

“02 Ghosts I” Performed by Nine Inch Nails, Written by Atticus Ross and Trent Reznor, Produced by Alan Moulder, Atticus Ross, and Trent Reznor, Nine Inch Nails appear courtesy of The Null Corporation

“Punching in a Dream”, Performed by The Naked and Famous, Written by Aaron Short, Alisa Xayalith, and Thom Powers, Produced by Thom Powers, The Naked and Famous appear courtesy of Somewhat Damaged and Universal Republic

“Arrival of the Birds”, Performed by The Cinematic Orchestra, Written by The Cinematic Orchestra, Produced by The Cinematic Orchestra, The Cinematic Orchestra appears courtesy of Disney Records

“Roll Away Your Stone”, Performed by Mumford and Sons, Written by Benjamin Lovett, Edward Dwane, Marcus Mumford, and Winston Marshall, Produced by Markus Dravs, Mumford and Sons appear courtesy of Glassnote Entertainment Group LLC

“On (Instrumental)”, Performed by Bloc Party
Written by Bloc Party, Produced by Jacknife Lee, Bloc Party appears courtesy of Vice Records

“A Dream within a Dream”, Performed by The Glitch Mob, The Glitch Mob appears courtesy of Glass Air

“I Can’t Stop”, Performed by Flux Pavilion, Flux Pavilion appears courtesy of Circus Records Limited

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Candies/Snacks of 90s

Yesterday my colleagues and I talked about the candies and snacks that we used to eat when we were kids, so I decided to blog about it. I checked on Google to see if there are still images that I can use for this blog post. Here's what I got, thanks to Google! ^^

Pacifier Candies

Joy Whistle Candies

Yakee and Pintoora 

Stay Fresh Candies

White Rabbit

Bazooka Bubble Gum

Bubble Tape

Butter Ball

Cigarette Candies

Pochi and Frutos Candies

Haw Flakes

Haw Haw

Jellyace

Joy Candy

Kendi Mint

Kopiko Candies

Langka 

Mik-Mik

Monami

Nips

Orange Swits

Ovalteenies
Ring pops

Showtime Chiller

Smarties

Stik-O

Tarzan (Bubble Gum)

Tootsie Roll

Ube

Yakult

Yan Yan

Tomi

Cheese Ball

Cheese Curls

Cheese Ring

Iced Gem Biscuits

Mimi

Moby

Pee Wee

Pop Rice

Pritos Ring

Richee

Rinbee

Sakanami

Snacku

Sweet Corn

Pretzels

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